What do you do?
when your world is falling apart
right at its seams
when you feel like you can’t
get anything right
when you’re plagued about something
something you’ve done
something so bad,
you can’t share it.
Well, knowing me,
everything is never a defense mechanism
I never fight for what I know was wrong
I just walk away
Don’t come any closer
you might just look into my eyes
and see what I’m hiding
I don’t even know how to deal
Wish I could tell you
but I can’t
My ever present conscience is here
feels like it’s haunting me
‘I know what you did’
I’m living in fear
I shouldn’t, believe me, I know
but if you ever know how
how much it hurts to even think of you
you probably would understand
why I’m too scared to let you in
yet again, I’m scared you’d go away
So scared,
I have dreams
ones in which you wake up from your slumber
and realize the person that is me
I know I’d be left in the dust then
I’m sorry
I never know what it is when it’s you
i never know the right things to say
what to be or to be not
I know I’m miles and eons away
very far from what is reality
I’m just savoring this moment
cause I think it’s ours to own it
Till I lose you
just like the wind blows,
I’ll lose you.
Epic!!! I’m stealing this, no two ways about it……your awesomeness
My favourite. Painful yet beautiful. Prophetic.
Thank you so much.